Post by Skye Myers on May 11, 2007 11:25:03 GMT -5
whats your name again?::
"whats your name"
"like i'm gonna tell you perve"
skye myers
how old are you love?::
"how old are you again?"
"younger than 100 but older than 1, does that help at all?"
16
are you free?::
"whats your status?"
"well you see that guy over there? yeah. the bald fat one with the bikers jacket on and the tatoos?"
"yeah..."
"i got nothing to do with him. what was the question?"
single
whats your poison?::
"so what do you like?"
"a lot of stuff thats not important"
- her friends
- when people think shes 'hard'
- when people think shes really nice
- things from her childhood like ;;
the teenage mutant ninja turtles
sega games
knowing her parents
those trolley seats when you went shopping
bouncy castles
- music
- adrenalin rushes
- guys
- and guys
- and guys.
- a weird fettish for skittles and mentos and fruit pastilles
- smoking
- drinking
- parties, 'raving'
- learning stuff she did before (but by no means from a teacher)
- her hair
- when people don't feel sorry for her
- when people are really too nice to her
- reading
- getting what she wants (to some extent, everyone does)
- when she has money
- art and drawing
- loud music
- fast cars
- rollercoasters
- her dog
and what isnt?::
"what dont you like?"
"you"
- not seeing her friends for a long amount of time
- being sacked
- not being employed because of her history
- losing her temper (when people dont deserve it)
- shopping
- myspace
- doing what everyone else does
- judging people for something they said
- sleeping
- having boundaries
- being told what to do (when she doesnt get anything out of it)
- people 'understanding' her
- not being able to figure out what she wants
- when people tell her they love her
- death
- no one being there for her
- not being in control
what are you really like, darling?::
"desribe yourself in five words skye"
"fucked. unlucky. but quite nice."
"nice?"
"yeah, i'm SO fucking nice. piss off"
well that pretty much sums it up really.
okay well partly.
in all honesty, skye can be a bitch. she can hate someone just for something they did to her one and can be unbelievably stubborn at times. she's not very easily trusting and thinks that you respect someone until they give you a reason to lose that respect for them. but when it comes to trust its a completely different story. people have let her down, like most people, she has been let down so lets not all go boo hoo sob sob. never go boo hoo, sob sob on her. but what it all adds up to is a girl thats not very trusting, but full of respect for anyone knew. infact, it takes quite a lot to go up to talk to skye in the first place, seeing as her reputation has exceeded her. most people are where she lives knows skye. and well, other than the fact that she now lives in guilds, she was an orphan before than and has always been prone to trouble.
its not like she looks for trouble, nah who looks for trouble? it follows her. its like she IS trouble. sure enough, she looks perfectly innocent. pretty young girl, why would she want to steal and lie and do things that normal pretty young girls dont do? why? well to answer that you'd have to get inside of her head. have had to experience what she's experienced and then maybe you can understand. she steals when she has no money, or she's been dared to but thats for the next paragraph that is. she lies when she has to get out of something she's done wrong, to make sure that she doesn't get caught most of the time. but she doesn't think of herself as a liar and a thief, no, other people do that for her. most people think she's a little common bitch who thieves and lies to get her way out of anything. and maybe they're right, but you'll have to make up your own mind.
so now we're onto the next paragraph i can talk about the whole 'daring' side to things. ever since skye was about... i dont know six, she would always win dares. always. there was no one who could beat her. she loves anything with adrenalin rushes from rollercoasters to dares and now she's old enough drugs. yeah yeah, i know what she's thinking, what a little bad ass. but thats really not whats she like. when she can stay away from arguing with people or losing her temper she does. she'll have fun with her friends and can sometimes go a little over the top. but who can blame a girl? by the time she was about twelve, she was already going out with guys and spending most of the time with them. she had friends, but even at that age she knew that most of them would happily stab her in the back. i suppose she never really trusted anyone.
but for the last three paragraphs i've made skye sound like a complete bitch. and thats not exactly whats shes like. she's still a girl who gets nervous around guys she likes. she still a girl who cares about her friends more than anything. she's still a girl who loves doing little kid stuff when she's not got anything better to do. she's still a girl who wish she lived more in the past. but people dont usually see that, or know that when they first hear or see skye. they think from what they've heard that she's not nice, that her friends are that nice, that she's scum 'cos she lives in guild.
although skye doesnt usually care what people say about her and really, she is actually like that. she'd rather know that her friends like her and what anyone else thinks in completely useless in her mind. except if she likes a guy, and well thats a different matter isn't it. she's not the kind of girl who takes sympathy very well, and knowing that people feel sorry for her makes her feel almost angry. why should people feel sorry for her? they should be sorry for people who deserve their empathy. people who have no home or no food or not much chance of life. but instead they waste it on someone who doesnt even want it, doesnt even need it. people usually assume skye is stupid, because well, of her reputation but with all the reading she does she's practically a litery genius. practically i said.
the thing that skye enjoys the most however is going out partying, drinking, smoking, staying out all night with her friends. thats pretty much her idea of fun. since she was about fourteen she's been drinking and smoking, but only since she was fifteen has she been able to blag her way into bars, which is pretty skillful if i dont say so myself. she has always loved gigs and managed to get into those since she was about thirteen with her friends. her best memories are with her friends from about that age. she has played piano for a few years and doesnt like it particularly but is talented even if she hardly plays. if she never plays in front of people. she'd much rather learn to play something really cool like guitar or bass or something. but wherever she's been there's been a piano and someone to teach her. anyone who could play guitar didn't have time to teach her. but well, thats as much as i can say about skye myers.
what happened to you before you were here?::
"where did you come from?"
"where did go. where did you come from cotten eyed joe"
well in actual fact, skye isn't all that sure about what happened when she was little. she knows the fact, thats for sure and she can remember the later things from memory. but she's never really had her parents around since the age of 7. wait, omgosh, lie. they came and saw her ONCE when she was 9. how nice of them right?
so the facts, is that what you want?
skye myers was born to leah and frank myers on September 7th on the exact day as her mum's birthday. nice birthday present right? well it turns out, she was more like a 'keep - for - six - years - present - and - then - give - to - charity' or in this case, a orphanage. thats always how she's thought her parents thought about her. that she was nothing more than a birthday present that you keep because its quite nice and then give away when you've had enough of it and its been used a few times. but thats not what you should treat your daughter like is it?
when skye was growing up she heard the stories of other kids and how their parents had so much shit in their life they had no choice but to put their child into an adoption home. she saw the first friend and the second and the third and fourth friend she made get adopted only a few months after making friends with them. but no one wanted skye. because, well, she didn't want them. it wasnt like she believed her parents where coming to get her, it was more like she didn't want to go with anyone else incase they didn't want her either. god, she was scared of rejection. so yeah, she stayed in that adoption home until she was sick of everyone in it. she fought with the care workers, because they were all knobs who wouldn't let her do anything. well that was her opinion obviously. they tried to stop her going out at night, they took away all her 'priveledges' until she didnt care anymore and just got worse until they understood there was nothing they could do.
so thats why she was taken to guilds. to stay there. and in everyone's mind, hopefully permanently. what she did wasn't too bad, it wasn't that big a deal but it meant she she would have to stay for quite a while. and everyone knew she wasn't welcome back to her old orphanage. basically, she trespassed with a group of her mates (the rougher ones) and they started a little fire because it was cold and dark and well... fun i suppose. and they got caught. but that wasnt the whole reason, oh no. it builds up. the next thing she did was steal, shock, the weird part is she got caught. it was almost like she wanted to get caught so she'd be taken away from where she was living. she actually WANTED to go to guilds. it was her idea that it would be better, maybe not eh? so yeah, that pretty much brings you up to date, not very well but at least you're still reading yeah.
where are you now?::
"where at you staying"
"that juvenile hall place, yes.. okay.... bye"
guilds yeahh
anything you havent told me?::
nope.
[/size][/center]"whats your name"
"like i'm gonna tell you perve"
skye myers
how old are you love?::
"how old are you again?"
"younger than 100 but older than 1, does that help at all?"
16
are you free?::
"whats your status?"
"well you see that guy over there? yeah. the bald fat one with the bikers jacket on and the tatoos?"
"yeah..."
"i got nothing to do with him. what was the question?"
single
whats your poison?::
"so what do you like?"
"a lot of stuff thats not important"
- her friends
- when people think shes 'hard'
- when people think shes really nice
- things from her childhood like ;;
the teenage mutant ninja turtles
sega games
knowing her parents
those trolley seats when you went shopping
bouncy castles
- music
- adrenalin rushes
- guys
- and guys
- and guys.
- a weird fettish for skittles and mentos and fruit pastilles
- smoking
- drinking
- parties, 'raving'
- learning stuff she did before (but by no means from a teacher)
- her hair
- when people don't feel sorry for her
- when people are really too nice to her
- reading
- getting what she wants (to some extent, everyone does)
- when she has money
- art and drawing
- loud music
- fast cars
- rollercoasters
- her dog
and what isnt?::
"what dont you like?"
"you"
- not seeing her friends for a long amount of time
- being sacked
- not being employed because of her history
- losing her temper (when people dont deserve it)
- shopping
- myspace
- doing what everyone else does
- judging people for something they said
- sleeping
- having boundaries
- being told what to do (when she doesnt get anything out of it)
- people 'understanding' her
- not being able to figure out what she wants
- when people tell her they love her
- death
- no one being there for her
- not being in control
what are you really like, darling?::
"desribe yourself in five words skye"
"fucked. unlucky. but quite nice."
"nice?"
"yeah, i'm SO fucking nice. piss off"
well that pretty much sums it up really.
okay well partly.
in all honesty, skye can be a bitch. she can hate someone just for something they did to her one and can be unbelievably stubborn at times. she's not very easily trusting and thinks that you respect someone until they give you a reason to lose that respect for them. but when it comes to trust its a completely different story. people have let her down, like most people, she has been let down so lets not all go boo hoo sob sob. never go boo hoo, sob sob on her. but what it all adds up to is a girl thats not very trusting, but full of respect for anyone knew. infact, it takes quite a lot to go up to talk to skye in the first place, seeing as her reputation has exceeded her. most people are where she lives knows skye. and well, other than the fact that she now lives in guilds, she was an orphan before than and has always been prone to trouble.
its not like she looks for trouble, nah who looks for trouble? it follows her. its like she IS trouble. sure enough, she looks perfectly innocent. pretty young girl, why would she want to steal and lie and do things that normal pretty young girls dont do? why? well to answer that you'd have to get inside of her head. have had to experience what she's experienced and then maybe you can understand. she steals when she has no money, or she's been dared to but thats for the next paragraph that is. she lies when she has to get out of something she's done wrong, to make sure that she doesn't get caught most of the time. but she doesn't think of herself as a liar and a thief, no, other people do that for her. most people think she's a little common bitch who thieves and lies to get her way out of anything. and maybe they're right, but you'll have to make up your own mind.
so now we're onto the next paragraph i can talk about the whole 'daring' side to things. ever since skye was about... i dont know six, she would always win dares. always. there was no one who could beat her. she loves anything with adrenalin rushes from rollercoasters to dares and now she's old enough drugs. yeah yeah, i know what she's thinking, what a little bad ass. but thats really not whats she like. when she can stay away from arguing with people or losing her temper she does. she'll have fun with her friends and can sometimes go a little over the top. but who can blame a girl? by the time she was about twelve, she was already going out with guys and spending most of the time with them. she had friends, but even at that age she knew that most of them would happily stab her in the back. i suppose she never really trusted anyone.
but for the last three paragraphs i've made skye sound like a complete bitch. and thats not exactly whats shes like. she's still a girl who gets nervous around guys she likes. she still a girl who cares about her friends more than anything. she's still a girl who loves doing little kid stuff when she's not got anything better to do. she's still a girl who wish she lived more in the past. but people dont usually see that, or know that when they first hear or see skye. they think from what they've heard that she's not nice, that her friends are that nice, that she's scum 'cos she lives in guild.
although skye doesnt usually care what people say about her and really, she is actually like that. she'd rather know that her friends like her and what anyone else thinks in completely useless in her mind. except if she likes a guy, and well thats a different matter isn't it. she's not the kind of girl who takes sympathy very well, and knowing that people feel sorry for her makes her feel almost angry. why should people feel sorry for her? they should be sorry for people who deserve their empathy. people who have no home or no food or not much chance of life. but instead they waste it on someone who doesnt even want it, doesnt even need it. people usually assume skye is stupid, because well, of her reputation but with all the reading she does she's practically a litery genius. practically i said.
the thing that skye enjoys the most however is going out partying, drinking, smoking, staying out all night with her friends. thats pretty much her idea of fun. since she was about fourteen she's been drinking and smoking, but only since she was fifteen has she been able to blag her way into bars, which is pretty skillful if i dont say so myself. she has always loved gigs and managed to get into those since she was about thirteen with her friends. her best memories are with her friends from about that age. she has played piano for a few years and doesnt like it particularly but is talented even if she hardly plays. if she never plays in front of people. she'd much rather learn to play something really cool like guitar or bass or something. but wherever she's been there's been a piano and someone to teach her. anyone who could play guitar didn't have time to teach her. but well, thats as much as i can say about skye myers.
what happened to you before you were here?::
"where did you come from?"
"where did go. where did you come from cotten eyed joe"
well in actual fact, skye isn't all that sure about what happened when she was little. she knows the fact, thats for sure and she can remember the later things from memory. but she's never really had her parents around since the age of 7. wait, omgosh, lie. they came and saw her ONCE when she was 9. how nice of them right?
so the facts, is that what you want?
skye myers was born to leah and frank myers on September 7th on the exact day as her mum's birthday. nice birthday present right? well it turns out, she was more like a 'keep - for - six - years - present - and - then - give - to - charity' or in this case, a orphanage. thats always how she's thought her parents thought about her. that she was nothing more than a birthday present that you keep because its quite nice and then give away when you've had enough of it and its been used a few times. but thats not what you should treat your daughter like is it?
when skye was growing up she heard the stories of other kids and how their parents had so much shit in their life they had no choice but to put their child into an adoption home. she saw the first friend and the second and the third and fourth friend she made get adopted only a few months after making friends with them. but no one wanted skye. because, well, she didn't want them. it wasnt like she believed her parents where coming to get her, it was more like she didn't want to go with anyone else incase they didn't want her either. god, she was scared of rejection. so yeah, she stayed in that adoption home until she was sick of everyone in it. she fought with the care workers, because they were all knobs who wouldn't let her do anything. well that was her opinion obviously. they tried to stop her going out at night, they took away all her 'priveledges' until she didnt care anymore and just got worse until they understood there was nothing they could do.
so thats why she was taken to guilds. to stay there. and in everyone's mind, hopefully permanently. what she did wasn't too bad, it wasn't that big a deal but it meant she she would have to stay for quite a while. and everyone knew she wasn't welcome back to her old orphanage. basically, she trespassed with a group of her mates (the rougher ones) and they started a little fire because it was cold and dark and well... fun i suppose. and they got caught. but that wasnt the whole reason, oh no. it builds up. the next thing she did was steal, shock, the weird part is she got caught. it was almost like she wanted to get caught so she'd be taken away from where she was living. she actually WANTED to go to guilds. it was her idea that it would be better, maybe not eh? so yeah, that pretty much brings you up to date, not very well but at least you're still reading yeah.
where are you now?::
"where at you staying"
"that juvenile hall place, yes.. okay.... bye"
guilds yeahh
anything you havent told me?::
nope.
